They just opened this gaming thing in the mall here, and its like games and internet and all this other computer stuff. Well so thats where I am at ( Read more... )

We went to see Big and Rich last night. It was a total blast. There is this song, Holy Water, and James cried when they sang it. I think it hit home for him as to what he has been doing to me lately ( Read more... )

I am so sick and tired of living like this. What do i do next. No one can help me it seems.

Happy Birthday to me, I want to die.

So I am angry, very angry ( Read more... )

Today actually hasnt been the worst day. Amazing but I am feeling a bit better. Although this sunburn is peeling and that is a pain in the ass. \

Is it wrong of me to be angry and jealous at someone who is able to get treatment and just is saying fuck it? Because I am. I really am angry.

I wonder how long this will last. This feeling of emptiness and death like wonder ( Read more... )

I am so so tired of living. That doesnt mean I am gonna kill myself. It just means i am thinking about it. I am tired of all this shit. I appearantly have bipolar, but I am not sure that I agree with that. I have never been manic, or even hypomanic ( Read more... )

That is how today is going. I ran a red light, right next to a cop. Imagine that. He didnt stop me though ( Read more... )

Im tired of being tired. Im tired of this bulimia shit I really really am...