My Mom is in the hospital. I dont know what to do. I guess I am worried that she is going to die, which to be blatanly honest is quite possible. I am not trying to be some damn drama queen. I swear
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Well tommorw is moving day, and it is going to be hectic. I have to load this van by myself, which is going to be a mess. And get to cheyenne, 7 hours away, from noon tommorow, HOW FUN! Then i start work at dillards on wednesday! AHHHH this will be hectic week.
I am just stressed at the moment. I need some serious hugs.
I am sick of myself. I hate this depression. I am down to my last 20 days worth of meds so i am trying to ration them out. Its not working well... sigh...
Its sure been a while since I updated, but thats mainly because its been a while since I dragged my fat ass out of bed. It seems that once I think things have hit bottom, I go sinking even further.
I am a total fuck up. I have been rude and inconsiderate to people who are merely trying to help me. I am sure you know who you are and I am sorry. I made an ass of myself
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