YOU CAN'T FALL OUT OF LOVE!!! Damn it! You just can't!!

[rasberrielipz]

I was cleaning out my night stand and I found the only letter that I didn’t put in the scrapbook that Ryan had and threw it out or has it still. This letter was written on January 6th, 2005. Ryan said he stopped loving me when he got back from London and that was in late December, so was this letter just BS? Or did he mean everything he said

Comments

[anonymous]

Ryan wrote that? Hmm wow! Well sweetie you are right, true love doesn't fade and I know that you truly loved him, but Ryan didn't truly love you. He might have just loved you, but not truly cared, loved you the way you did for him. But smile!! You are sexy, smart, sweet and lovable! xoxo carols!

[rasberrielipz]

Maybe but it felt as if he did

[anonymous]

yea well he did a good job in fooling you! carols

[rasberrielipz]

yea i know that now....:(

[dark_caduceus4]

I'm sorry so many things seem to have been left unfulfilled on that list of his to you. I don't know what happened or how it did, but lord I hope you can find a way through this. There's no reason to give up on love, but sometimes we just can't control how love works either.

If I was in control over my own love, I might never have gotten past my own shell and my own misgivings. I pray you get through this alright. And know that even if things don't make sense, you have people here for you.

[rasberrielipz]

Yea, it really sucks to go through all this, but I mean when you are hurt like this by the person you love, you tend to never want to love again. And love CAN be controlled. Love can be controlled by giving all you have, by forgiving, by caring, by making it stronger.

Thank you so much! I know you don't have to give a shit about me and this, but you are a great person. Thank-you! If you ever find a guy like you, tell me!!

[dark_caduceus4]

Sometimes you don't even have to know a person that well to understand how he or she feels. And for the most part, I'd have to say you're a great person too; having to put up with all this anguish isn't an easy thing for anyone. I just hope you can find someone who appreciates you, and hopefully doesn't just throw around words if his actions don't match them.

[rasberrielipz]

Thank you but I just don't get why guys would throw around word and feelings like that...hmmm...maybe love wasn't meant for me

[xgns]

It's easy to fake stuff like that.

[rasberrielipz]

easy?? No it's not!! When you love someone you don't hurt them like that! And people who do that burn in hell! Who would fake all that? who?

[xgns]

*shrug*

Just saying, it's easy. Love or not.

[rasberrielipz]

It might be but people don't do that!! Or they shouldn't!

[bballplayer87]

daniela you're too young for love, you can get thousands of better guys, so forget the bastard and find more guys

[rasberrielipz]

umm ok well I know I loved him so please don't tell me what I felt

[bballplayer87]

Ok ok chill! But...

I want to live in a house with you Daniela. With a white picket fence out front, a big backyard and a swing-set by our porch. I want you to be the mother of my children, and my wife until my last day here on earth.

...you guys moved way too fast and he said that just to get your hopes up so you'd put out...don't be mad but we all know that's all he wanted! Peace

[rasberrielipz]

yes we did move too fast and as o[for the second part..wow..everyone seems to think that!! It can't be true, but then again you can't expect much from him so there's a HUGE possibility that you are right! Hmmmm

[anonymous]

Awww daniela, that is the saddest thing I've ever seen you write about!! Sweetie, please smile and there are better guys out there, you'll find one!! Nadia

[rasberrielipz]

Yea i know and I'm still trying sweetie!

[anonymous]

well try harder sweety! carols!

[rasberrielipz]

I AM!!! I AM WOMAN!! I AM!!