So I go to my sister's violin teacher's house to look after her daughter...or my Goddaughter. She had her little violin group lesson witrh some lady and then she got pink eye. So I rushed to the hospital and she was all sad and her eyes were all red. It was awful. Then we got some Starbucks and then McDonalds and then we drove back to her house. ( Read more... )

Loss is one of the worst things anyone can experience. Last year I lost the two people I cared about the most. My best friend and a boyfriend. I got over all that but history apparently repeats itself. Things are pilling up so they are finally over my head. You think that you know your friends, who to trust, who to care about and who to rely on. ( Read more... )

"This was sparked by Daniela's entry on true love ( Read more... )

maybe isn`t a very good term. maybe i could give up on you. maybe i could stop, move on with my life maybe i can get over you, but maybe you can fall in love with me. maybe you can realize what you are in my eyes and maybe, just maybe, you can love me too ( Read more... )

I was just talking to Tara and we were both actually being understanding....she is right....she has gone throught a similar experience with an ex...so she does know what I had to go through and I am going through ( Read more... )

Ice on the road, blood on the rails ( Read more... )

I was cleaning out my night stand and I found the only letter that I didn’t put in the scrapbook that Ryan had and threw it out or has it still. This letter was written on January 6th, 2005. Ryan said he stopped loving me when he got back from London and that was in late December, so was this letter just BS? Or did he mean everything he said ( Read more... )

Most fo this is from Caitlyn's LJ, but when I read it I was like "OMG she knows exactly what I'm thinking" I did change some things and added a few but here it goes ( Read more... )

I remember all the good times we had. When we'd go out and he'd kiss me on the cheek and we'd huddle together in the cold of the backseat when he wasn't able to drive and how he'd walk me to the door and look into my eyes and i knew that everything would be ok. And how he'd walk off into the dark, and how he'd stick his head back over for one last ( Read more... )

Life sucks so much. Just when you think that everything is rainbowns and roses and that you found the most perfect guy in the wolrd, he rips your heart out, breaks it in a milliom pieces and throws it back in your face. I thought he was the greatest guy in the world but he hurt me so much. I don't know what to do anymore, I've tried so hard for him ( Read more... )