i made my long over-due trip to the beach today. it was nice, though it happened out of frustration. for some reason it's so easy to find clarity on the beach, when all you can hear is the waves rushing in, and through the darkness, all you can see is a fisherman and his dog ( Read more... )

instead of making a new years' resolution that i will most definitely not keep, i decided just to evaluate this past year and the coming one ( Read more... )

showtime has some fucked up movies. i have no idea what the one i watched tonight was called but it had a lot of good actors in it. last night was dogville and xx/xy. i'm just weirded out. i feel like i'm not even in the same world anymore. like there's something i'm missing out of life. i feel pretty alone, of course, i am this week. but this is a ( Read more... )

Greed:Medium

Gluttony:Medium

Wrath:Medium

Sloth:Medium

Envy:Low

Lust:Very Low

Pride:High

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and her name is lucy! she is as long as my finger and as thin as a pencil. she's half white and half silver. when i look at her, i see my reflection. and if i ever forget my name, she will remind me ( Read more... )

yesterday i involved myself in all of my pleasures without even realizing it. sex, money, food, chocolate, iced tea, weed, sangria, merlot, nutroll, zach, hookah, and sleeping in, but you know what? i didn;t feel any better. it was nice to have some freedom but it didn't get me anywhere. just a weird realization i had ( Read more... )

zach came down late night and we had a pretty good time. i think ill have to write about it later. i accidentally smoked out. i mean it was the second offer in the same day.

so there should be a countdown until when zach comes back but there's not because i don't know what day he's coming. if he is ( Read more... )

so finals are coming up and i'm not the least bit prepared. but what scares me more is that i don't care. at all. i'm trying to get my life back on track but i don't know how. and the holiday season is here and i'm spending more money than i can afford. thank god for that grant next semester. i can't believe i am willing to combine my financial ( Read more... )

Your World ViewYou are a fairly broadminded romantic and reasonably content ( Read more... )