HATE
burning purging
the bones of our children
BURNING inside out hearts
and exploding
inside
inside
REAMING the whore of
LOVE and LIFE
uncorrelated and
abrasive
inside
inside
the bones of our children
burning purging
HATE.
hung under the moon.
our children born from hate
will rot and stink.

Prayer is an interesting concept.  In a universe more than likely devout of life aside from Earth, filled with stars burning at millions of degrees, black holes tearing apart natural law, and dark matter forcing the cosmos to expand until it reaches extinction, it's hard to believe in such philosophical idealisms.

But sometimes, you can't help but

it's a terrible one, but pretty much how i looked at the show.


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Jamie and I got to the Dallas Plaza Hotel and sleep.  It's close to the venue so...yeah.  We get up and stuff, get ready, etc, and get to the venue about 7-7:15.  There were nine or 10 people ahead of us already...which I was sort of expecting, but yeah.  The line was alright, I remember meeting some people there...errr..."Bobby" (sp?), Sarah, ( Read more... )

calculus is officially kicking my ass.  really.  i miss one day b/c i wasn't feeling well, and now they expect us to know limits like the back of our hands.  fuck you, calculus.  find that derivative, motherfucker ( Read more... )

the album version of CLEVER SLEAZOID has officially grown on me.  it is now "badass" in my book.

so X JAPAN is getting back together.

WHOA FUCK WHAT?

Yoshiki consented to a reunification of the band's original members, minus hide of course, and including Toshi.
 i don't know what to think...

i don't delete entries so...

i apologize for the entry before last before last.  it was out of control and i wish i hadn't posted it.  that is all.

doesn't mean (i don't mean it)

?

accidentally in love my ass.

is in love.

so a negative point of Diru's new album.  The tempo amongst a great deal of the songs is static...i don't know if everyone considers this a bad point, but i like it when an album progresses fluidly from track to track - evoking a certain emotional response or something equally meaningful.  the best transition by far is from track 1, conceived ( Read more... )