Now I feel so incredibly unqualified. What is up with mehhhhhh omgahhhhhh. Help me :(

To step up. Here. There. Everywhere. Shag. The line between obligation and (errr lol lack of a better word and I really don't like this word but here it goes) passion is becoming increasingly nebulous. Oh lord lead the way ples I don't want to get lost ( Read more... )

But I will fight hard. To love you with all my heart and soul and strength, to surrender entirely, to find my worth in Christ alone, to live a life pleasing to you, to live in freedom from sin, to live for you, to love others like you first loved us. Yes I will fight.

You see me
You know me
you love me through and throughWow in retrospect. I think I'm a terrible person. Why do I get so defensive when people accuse me? Even if the grounds of accusation are unfounded, why am I holding people to morals that they may not necessarily subscribe to? True enough, these moral laws may be pressing upon us and we may ( Read more... )

Well. Left with one essay then it's time to mug for finals!!! I think I messed up this semester (again) omg it's like I never learn!!!! But I guess I'm finally done with deciding on a major. NM lol I really came full circle. Ugh the mods wasted ........ oh well. Bits and pieces of the past 13 weeks in pixels ....... okay maybe over the past couple ( Read more... )

"BUT WHEN I’M SITTING IN THE IN-BETWEEN, WHEN I AM WALKING THROUGH THE VALLEY - PLEASE LET ME SING THE SAD SONG FOR AS LONG AS I NEED TO. AND IF YOU CAN, SING IT WITH ME. THEN, TOGETHER, WE CAN TURN THE CORNER AS THE PSALMISTS DO. WE CAN POUR OUT THE PAIN AND MAKE ROOM FOR THE PRAISE, WE CAN SIT IN THE ASHES AND REACH FOR THE ROSES, WE CAN DISCOVER ( Read more... )

When I look at my wannabe christian self I can't help but wonder how a God so great, so all-powerful and infinite, who hates hypocrisy and selfishness and all things sinful could love a wretch like me. I wonder how I could traipse around grey areas declaring the glory of the Lord. I feel so selfish and utterly ungrateful for cheapening God's grace ( Read more... )

"If you deliberately plan on being less than you are capable of doing, then I warn that you'll be unhappy for the rest of your life." - Abraham Maslow

STOP TAKING THINGS SO SLOW. Full speed ahead!!!! I need to stop burning midnight oil. Thank God this is new media and not political science. 3 pages. Haha should be doable. Right?

I am thankful for the privilege of prayer, where I can talk to god in the shower and on my bed, when I'm troubled and when I'm happy. I miss reading the bible as if my life depended on it. Lately I feel as if I cling to my countless commitments as if they give me the most fulfillment I could ever get. They have done nothing but reciprocate me with ( Read more... )

Your love, so great
higher than the stars
unfailing love, deeper than the sea
Your love, so sure
stronger than the mountains
oh Your love, it's everything to me
how deep, how wide, how long, how high