My LJ use to be nicely fueled and fed on a constant basis with my innermost ponderings but as of late it has become a dry old hag that I can no longer sustain or be bothered with... I don't know why but I just haven't been bothering.... I also don't have the internet but there are a million places I could use the net for free... I suppoze the old ( Read more... )

Well it's official.... I'm an artist... I sold my first work ever and now I'm an artist for the first time in my life.... I sold 2 little sculptures and a painting. Best ever. I made $390. BEST EVER. Hey did I say that this is the best ever??? I'll post some pics when I get them... xxx loves...

Well not really.... but I am in a short film that we were making at 20ten. My character's name is Dominic... and I'm meant to be a country jock... but I think I came off looking more like a skinny nerd in a singlet and short shorts, wielding a football but not really knowing exactly what to do with it.... haha. Although they said I was a good actor ( Read more... )

OH MY WHOLEY GOD! I just found out that a guy at 2010 actually works at the company fudge (hair products) as a packer.... that is the most hilarious thing I have heard all week. p.s. things with matt are going really well. I love him sooooo much.

OH my god! Last night was insane.... after 20 ten I decided to go out drinking with my friend Prue who shouted me and a couple of other people drinks all night and ended up spending $150 on alcohol.... there were many embarrassing and good happenings last night, like:

1. Singing I will survive with Nigel completely out of pitch infront of strangers ( Read more... )

Well well... looks like I'm going to be living in some sort of youth shared refuge... GREAT!!! OH MY GOD.... oh well everything will fall back into place with a little nudging I'm sure.... it always does *knock on wood* I just need to get another dead end job so I can start earning enough for a place again and then once I have a place I can get a ( Read more... )

I love matt soo much... wish I could post a pic of him he is soo cute.... we got really drunk and got in a fight the other night... was rather bad.... still  love him though... miss him already....................... he has the most beautiful blue eyes... and he's my age for once and he has a sexy grin and you would all love him to pieces.... my ( Read more... )

Well I know that some of my friends are trying to tell me with all the best of intentions, that I am taking to many substances... the forms that they chose to tell me however were inappropriate and degrading.... I was left feeling like an idiot... and did not listen because it was embarressing... but I know I'm making some bad decisions... I just ( Read more... )

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Well here I find myself... drinking vodka... at lunchtime and sniffing amol... haha fuck I'm a piece of trash sometimes.... for some reason I'm listening to classic moby... it's kinda good. Today I feel kinda good, just pleasant... Matt and I phone sexed last night haha.... was hot as... Adrianne had a breakdown and told us not to come home and ( Read more... )