With every perfectly wrapped gift under our tree the reminders tally up against me and the ghost of Christmas future is there to promise that never again will my mother wake me up more excited for Christmas then anyone else, nor will there be warm biscuit sandwiches waiting for us as we shred threw the loosely wrapped gifts. In those moments we ( Read more... )

So, my mom dead and she’s been dead for a little over two months now and this is the only place I feel like I can talk about her freely and not become overwhelmed with other people wanting to know more. It’s upsetting the comfort I’ve found in strangers how badly I want to be like them living among everyone not being anything notable or special. ( Read more... )

So im going into my sophomore year of college and there is only one thing I can be 100% sure about and that’s I wont make any promises to myself or anyone else. It’s not that I don’t think promises are important they keep you from becoming wishy washy; however I’ve become good at breaking promises I even make to myself ( Read more... )

I from time to time have flashes of inspiration of which I forget who I am or what I can believe in. During these times I can become very flustered and confused and for anyone who knows me losing control isn’t a real option for me. However I find myself afraid and in need of something that I can’t wrap my hands around it’s almost like catching ( Read more... )

Im going to Peace College in Raleigh in the fall I mhave just a little over a month until I leave. Megan and I have composed a gloious list of 30 thing she and I have to do together befor the summers over. The list consists of ( Read more... )

Soicamram [7:04 PM]: oh,,do you also love huge thick socks,,yes?

Funnyest almost sexy think ever said to me

So I never thought at 17 in the 11th grade id be begging for a kiss with no words even if my first one was like an over dramatic acter. These last 2 years have been something eles something amazing and sickly it drove me crazy how crazy you drove me adn now its a struggle not to even call you at 2 am in secret like all the good couples do. that;s ( Read more... )

3 poems and a short story later im still almost the same

So as you all know i do my BEST THINKING just as im waking up in the morning when im the funnyist. SO i started thinking about the organ trail which was a very popular game played when i was in grade school so in blending the two idea of me leaving for WAHINGTON DC today and the organ trail and i've come up with ( Read more... )

All I want is for everyone to get along for 4 days and 3 nights