i'm really beginning to get sick of people telling me who i am and what i should do and getting mad at me for being happy. so to anyone that thinks i'm wrong in my decisions our that i'm stupid for doing whatever it is that i'm doing, keep your god damn opinions to your fucking self. so unless i ask for your opinions about my personal life keep ( Read more... )

This is my tribute to the nice girls. To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends and nothing more, who spend hours fixating upon their looks and their personalities and their actions because it must be they that are doing something wrong. This is for the girls who don't give it up on the first date, who don't want to play mind games, ( Read more... )

so jim went to the emergency this afternoon. they took his right big toe. he had a staff infection. he's been diabetic for twentyfive years now, and this is the first limb/apendage they've had to take. for that i'm thankful. if i sleep tonight i'll probably cry myself into it. i'm worried about him, i've been so worried about how he's taking it and ( Read more... )

BRAND NEW LYRICS ( Read more... )

have you ever had so many places to be but were content to be where you were. i remember a brand new song that has a part that says something about this song creating a craze and making people be happy with where they were and who they were there with. i have so many reasons to not be with him, to just ask for a break from it, i have all my exits ( Read more... )

tired and twisted, watching from the corners of my mind, you watch as i scream your indescision, breaking my mind over the wall that you made. i dont want to be the one confused. i instigate and say things that i dont mean, i am breaking tonight, i catch myself again. i hurt myself much more than before; i always lose. i dont want to pick the ( Read more... )

so it's time to fix my mistakes and look over the past, and review and change for the new year. i'm thinking of running again, its taking everything i have not to do it. i dont know where i would go i'm just so confused anymore, i dont know what i'm doing i dont know what i want. i've never been this confused. and there is nothing i know how to do ( Read more... )

"In these moments, you can tell they're not regretting having hurt you. They regret doing it to your face." it's all too true.
Dear Diary,
Today I stuffed some dolls full of dead rats I put in the blender. I'm wondering if, maybe, there really is something wrong with me.
It's such an easy thing to say you hate something....so easy to hate....

k so this is something to my greatest friends ever even those that dont get to read this ( Read more... )