i'm getting sick from some bacteria., which is good cuz it's not contageouos, but bad since we don't know who to stop it so that means. more dotor stuff to do and all. and i'm so tired themeds make me sleep but i don't wan tot sleep iwant to cuddle.. what r the odds of finding someone that is willing to cuddle with me? slime i know. i can't even ( Read more... )

i realized something. i'm not technically taking memoir writing next semester but.. haha i am anyways so i was looking at my memoirs and realized that within its pages lies stories of girls. now reading it, and not seeing any dates on any pages i see a major problem ( Read more... )

everything you said means nothing to me ( Read more... )

i worked out for the last week and i am down to 141. so i'm happy. now in a few more weeks i hope that i am like 130ish. i'm going ot try sooo hard to make that weight before school. right now i'm watching night of the living dead with gillian. it's svary but it's better than what she wanted to watch the first time, texas chainsaw massacre.  ok ( Read more... )

this sucks. a lot. dad doesn't have any money. and we have no food. i feel bad about going back to school although then they'd only have to feed 3 ppl. but i wouldn't be able ot buy food for them. well i guess i could just send them money, well to my sister. this sucks... i really need to either do lots of appointments now... or wait til school and ( Read more... )

there once was a girl that everyone loved
intelligent, funny, fit
she was the city's pride and joy
but everything changed one day
when she admitted she was gay
she became a whole new person
those who once were friends
stayed away as if she was diseased
dropped to a freak in just one day
she made a choice:
follow the road that society assumes one to ( Read more... )

i'm going camping for a few days.. well 4 days. and like.. ya. idk my sis bailed on us last minute so we got in a big argument. but w/e i finally gave my aunt the money for the tickets to the concert at shoreline so that's cool and off my back. and i deleted dani's number from my phone and stuff so now i can't text or call her.. and i feel better, ( Read more... )

so yesterday my co-worker calss and asks if i want to go see chuck and larry, haha i said sure that that it'd be fun, but like when she came here i and i got in the car she gave me flowers and that's when i relized that.. this was a date. so like we drove there and she had musical music on an dit was really cool and then we got there and it wouldn' ( Read more... )

why is it that i only want to be with straight girls or taken/mostly straight girls? haha this sucks. as i have tried sooo much to stop talking to dani but like right when i finally decided that i finally gave up, she says something and messes it all up. haha w/e. i applied to marine world today, and said fuck it i know that she works there and ( Read more... )

someone to hold me right now would be great. i just realized how much it bothers me that i'm not pretty. and that bothers me the most i think.  michelle says that if i let my hair grow and tried i could look really pretty but i don't see how. all the girls i like.. they like really pretty girls. w/e. i'm going to bed this is depressing...