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..grandpa died. he was a drunken child molester. im kind of glad he died. and im going to hell for that one..oh well ( Read more... )

i just want to move back to huntsville. i want to go back where i have true friends. i want to go back where i am loved. i want to go where i can be free ( Read more... )

ive been such a drunken fool. stop breaking my heart.

oidfzmoihfnoihgfiuhniohngfziohngfingfinjgfionjizgfjniozfghniogfnhgfuinfgnjufgjniufg...................WHY COULDN'T THIS HAVE HAPPENED SIX MONTHS AGO. OR WHY NOT ( Read more... )

at school....again...dfginfdiudn ( Read more... )

i'm slowly being choked by this snake around my neck. it constitutes of anger, misery, and jealousy. to drive myself from the pain, the venom flows from the razor sharp fangs into my veins. then...my body refuses to die, even after my constrictor has fallen, dead, to the ground.

a lovely poem from caleb, about me ( Read more... )

i am so fucking lonely.

i hate living this way. i need companionship. i need someone to hold me and help me rebuild the self i used to be.

hmm. off drugs. two days. feeling weird. do not want anyone to run over squirrels. bad experience. love taco bell. hate eating. hate most people. love to be hugged. need to be loved ( Read more... )