I should be sleeping now considering I need to get use to waking up for the early morning shift on Sunday, but I'm not sleepy. So an update seeing that I couldn't see anyone on the quick visit home in August ( Read more... )

So as usual it's my turn to vent complain or whatever... simply what's going on ( Read more... )

Rejected twice this year by guys... that hurts. This time I was used, to get back at someone else, that someone happened to be the little cute blond of a blockmate of mine. What I hate the most is that she won't truly appreciate him, and he couldn't be straight forward with me. He was in no position to not to be considering she tells me just ( Read more... )

So I write here today because I am irritated. I am irritated that I even said anything at all to D. Ever since, things have been strange off and on. To the point where it is irritating. I admit I haven't been perfect, I reacted unconsciously once to him, w/o realizing it was him until after. He put his hand on my side to let me know someone ( Read more... )

Yesterday I didn't get to see him like I hoped. I was a bit hyped up b/c of the friends I was talking to and such. Bad mistake. I'm glad they've encourage me to call D up, but usually when I didn't feel good about it. The talk is filled with laughter, embarrassment, not being able to put the right words together and such. I'm better when I am ( Read more... )

So here is a quick breif before I head to class... We have no idea if the D-man is around here. Don't know if he's back, and if he is perhaps busy with his job or what not. When I find out he is around or see him I'm going to give it one last try-ish, I hope. I'm shy! In the meantime my friend Ash is allowed to spill the beans, so to say. I ( Read more... )

Well, engine light is back on, and I have an idea of what is going but how frustrating... I'm not here much longer and don't have time for this kind of craziness. My schedule is driving me nuts. Night shift then morning shift... can I say difficult to deal with, especially now that I can't get rid of the croaking frogs outside of my window ( Read more... )

Okay, so I haven't posted recently... anywhere. Life is good as it can be. I tire of my internship site, it's not offering me as much as I thought it would and I am tired of putting in extra time in when it gets me no where. I've lost my groove here and want to return back to school. There are a few good people here who are trying to change the ( Read more... )

Literally, is it? More to come, when I have time to write and perhaps when I figure out the answer... which maybe a quite a few years down the road.

So Frank and I keep in contact like everyday. Only times we don't talk to each other is b/c I am staying up late and hanging out with co-workers which happen randomly or he is asleep or traveling to/from home which happens seldomly. It's just funny sometimes when we talk b/c he'll be silly like "pictures stealing souls" and what not, so I'll stir ( Read more... )