I will probably not post or check anything on livejournal for another few months again. Sorry. I forget.
I'm not really online much lately. I can't even convey how much work is taking out of me. Probably at least year off my life so far. Stress, sleep deprivation, physical exertion, etc. I'm really really sick right now too. I credit that not just ( Read more... )

angry that it took so long for me to realize ( Read more... )

So I got wasted at Berlin and had a super sweet lady walk me home. I couldn't remember much the next day, but found a note in my pocket with a name and a number on it and finally remembered... it was this super tough punk lesbian and she held my hand and took care of me.

She's a drummer (a good one) for a semi-popular punk band in Chicago.
I found a ( Read more... )

Now I remember how I got here
and why I left.

Brown hair wants blonde hair, curly wants straight...
it's really not any better anywhere
(green other sides never exist).

I wish I could live in my mind.
Dreams are so much better than life.

Saginaw has love and comfortable people to talk to,
still... I thought I missed it more than I do.
I realize that now. ( Read more... )

I got drugged at a Morrissey after-party ( Read more... )

That's what I am ( Read more... )

We will be moving in to our new place, officially.

It's 2 blocks from the shore of Lake Michigan.
It's really close to my favorite cousin's place.
It's in a neighborhood with college students
that's what most of our building is. So... it should be safe.
And I felt safe walking around there at night with no street lights on.

My family and most favorite ( Read more... )

in case I never ever come back.

I love the mid-Michigan art scene ( Read more... )

I hate hating people much more than I actually hate them ( Read more... )