so, after over half a decade (holy shit, son), I have started a new blog with a new online place.
http://jerktank.blogspot.com/

do it up. ill attempt to keep everything cool beans on this one. i'd hate for there to be any hard feelings.

wa-bam!

as of recent days, this killer on the loose, finally got her creative edge back.
Two of the longest weeks of my life were spent wishing that the invisible force that usually controlled my hand, was back. and from outer space, of all places!

my stomach is on the verge of exploding (unfortunate for my room) because my "woman parts" are broken.

warning:
the following post may contain pieces of cheesyness (non edible), lameness, and vulgar language.
viewer discretion is advised.
[gush gush gush gush ( Read more... )

Everything feels so lost these days. One thing more than all the others ( Read more... )

today i am fucking exhausted, but still unable to sit still.. as per usual ( Read more... )

Dear cult of livejournal followers ( Read more... )

My mood swings are a bit much to handle right now.. even for me ( Read more... )

it's not a big concern, but it definitely causes notable change in my behavior and mood towards said situation ( Read more... )

I am such a little bitch today.
so fucking tired. all week i had been sick, and yesterday was the first day that I hardly felt it at all. it wasnt a cold, but it was (for once) the longest flu of my life.
you'd think since im not sick, i wouldnt be such an asshole.
but i am.
and i am totally fine with that.

I say that I dont care because I dont want to care... and I try my damn-d-est to be realistic and to not care, but to be honest.. it is very evident that I do. I am through inviting you to my home if it always going to be one gigantic awkward episode. I wonder if I can even trust everything I think and feel right now, because its all sideways and ( Read more... )