I try not to write when all that's on my mind is some sort of narrow technical interest of mine. I faltered on that with this one, but I kept it to myself after that. I always have a lot to say, just often it's ad nauseum about the same topic. Right now, that topic is martial arts; in the past, I've had such strong favorites as programming, ( Read more... )

I feel like replaying music from EverQuest in my head, music from Kelethin, say, and laying my head down to sleep peacefully through the Algebra 1 class I had both 3 and 2 years ago. I loved it ( Read more... )

siamang said I was likely undergoing hell or heaven when this long lapse in updating was beginning. It was true then, but now it feels like a dropped habit. The impetus to update hasn't struck me for ages. I'm here now, though, and I think the reason is that I don't know how I feel or what I think at the moment. Got a confused state of mind, turn to the ( Read more... )