Its easier to fade away when you are forgotten and excluded.
Nothing like being so pissed off at your job and then going home to have no friends around. Another fucking night sitting here by myself. Fucking whee!

Bat your eyes girl ( Read more... )

So I got to the party a lil late tonight. I felt really forgotten since I was waiting for directions and I got no call back. Then it was forever before anyone answered a phone. So I missed midnight because I was still here then. No traditional kiss and I didnt even get drunk. And they say that New Year's Eve is like a preview of how your year will ( Read more... )

Thinking over past, present, and future. Isnt that what youre supposed to do for new years? Thinking of new years eves of long ago and not too distant past. Just letting my thoughts meander around while I listen to music. I should be asleep right now, but my daydreams are so much better than actual dreams ( Read more... )

Question: As Jack Black says in High Fidelity, "Is it better to burn out or fade away ( Read more... )

So I have decided I want to be Peter Pan. I never want to grow up. I never want to change for a girl. I want to play with swords. I want just a kiss from a girl I love. I want to think happy thoughts ( Read more... )

Im afraid of the world, Im afraid I cant help it, Im afraid I cant ( Read more... )

( borin ass survey )

:Pick a band and answer only using that band's song titles: Incubus ( Read more... )

Really starting to hate my job. Hurt over people I shouldnt hurt over. Girls still suck. Love my apartment tho. Dunno, Im just really depressed and wish this pain Im feeling would go away. Just dont know how. Oh well, fight on I guess. One day I will be happy. I forget how many years its been since I was truly blissfully happy. What a suck holiday ( Read more... )