I almost had webcam sex with someone on omgele last night....I don't know if this goes against our rules of open relationship but i did...almost because I had gotten down to being naked but stopped after that because I got afraid. The only reason I did it was because I was slightly intoxicated and it was 3am...also it was the one thing that really
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I've been talking to strangers online sending pics.....I'm falling into some sort of deep hole that I can't get out of now.....I'm eating little and being a "slut" what have I become? What's going on....It's like I enjoy talking to these perverts...I don't know why....I seriously don't feel like I deserve to be respected in any way shape or form
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I always feel like I shouldn't be respected at all in bed...like just....how do I put it....they can do whatever they want to me whenever they want...that's why I think I should be in one of those slavexmaster relationships but the thing is I also want a cute relationship -sigh idk what's going on in my head.....I sometimes wonder if I ever was
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I am starting to think if we are running on low on our relationship....I love you but with this exchange I don't know what to think and I'm getting annoyed talking to you....eh idk we'll see what happens......but GOD FUCKING DAMN IT i wanna know what that fucking post is about....watch you'll post it around midnight...
Pick up your phone I really want to talk to you!!!! Please........I'm nervous about next year.....and I know our plan we will be in a long distance relationship but I got nervous when you started talking about going wondering for a year because I'm afraid you will fall in love with a place and leave me here......to be on my own without you....That
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You said that before because feelings were fadding and now they're back and stronger what is going on....I've never been in a relationship this long before.....I think the year apart will do us some good see if everything that's going on between us is still real..genuine.. I just don't want her to fall in love with someone else while we're apart
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I think that's what I must have been dreaming about when I was pushing and moving around a lot this afternoon. I'm glad you were there because I don't want to sleep tonight....at all...with him lurking in the back of my mind...I remember I think these happened when I was a kid...something would haunt me for a bit....normally what haunts me after is
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