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So strange
Last night....I really didn't give a shit if I got anything out of it. I really didn't. I just wanted him to feel good, that's all I really wanted. That's why I did it because I knew if I did a hand job that would end badly because...er...no lube. And we didn't have a condom. So I couldn't say lets have sex because I forgot to take my pill the ( Read more... ) -
I think..
if the truth were told you might hate me. The truth is I don't think I loved you anymore the way I did in the beginning. I remember in Japan I wasn't into as much as I was before. Maybe it was because Japan...all the cute boys. But I don't know. I remember you posted something about me drifitng and that was after Japan and I thought, "No Im not ( Read more... ) -
It wasn't
It wasn't honesty that broke us, it was the fact that you think honesty means telling everything. Not everything has to be shared and the fact you don't get that is well whatever. I still say if you weren't planning on doing it anytime soon and myabe not at all then you shouldn't have fucking said it. Because it makes the person you're with in this ( Read more... ) -
Strange Dream I had
It started with me getting back from Taiwan and I was driving around with my dad. We were driving down this paved road there was a lot of trees and stuff it kind of looked like one of those perfect areas you see in movies. Sunlight was perfect etc. We drove down this path that was on a slight tilt so it was like driving down a little slope. We got ( Read more... ) -
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im not sure how i feel.....i really like him. im always trying to talk to him in school for a bit etc.....im just so mad..............because shes upset and yeah...
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back stab you?!?!?!?! ugh you were fucking naive about this whole relationship ok????? whatever i lost a friend now...doesnt matter....
when im with him im really happy....its so stupid all i do is just laugh and smile and its nice...though hes a terrible kisser but hey i can live with it....all i want to do is just be with him doing stupid things ( Read more... ) -
SO FUCKING ANGRY RIGHT NOW
I'm so mad that you had the bloody nerve to write all that shit and then send me a link to that blog. Are you fucking kidding me ( Read more... ) -
Why
Why is it that sometimes I really just want a boyfriend. I love my gf I really do...but I don't know what's going to happen anymore. I'm so confused inside.... -
Damn
I...I don't know what I want anymore....I just want someone to hug and be affectionate with again. I miss that so much....but mostly I want it to be a cute boy. Damn it brain shut up -
Why why why why why why why
Why WHY DID I HAVE TO DREAM ABOUT HIM UGH. I had a crush on him and that was that! It was nothing else and then he was just a friend. A friend I'd talk to in school...I guess it's because I've been sinking into my imagination more thinking how funny it'd be if him and HLT were here. Sometimes S. But why it was so vivid and I thought it was real for ( Read more... )