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If...
cause i'm going away next year and i'm going half way around the world it wouldn't work. Cause I know you said oh even if i go away next year we'd still work. I don't like the idea of being in a relationship with someone where I can't touch them. Also afraid of some cheating going on either on you or me. I don't trust myself enough. Also I kind of ( Read more... ) -
Let's see....
I didn't even realize it bugged me so much. I know why I was tense in Japan...figured it was due to being tired though. But..yeah. that bugged the ******** out of me. I get that she didn't want to be coupley, and I can get behind that so we didn't accidentally offend out host families or whatever, but she acted like we weren't even friends when we ( Read more... ) -
Oh boy.....we're not going to....
So I did want to spend time with you but at the same time I was very conflicted. Before we left I was debating this, at the pot luck...with the shanghai kid. Dreams have changed....what i see as my future has changed. Before it used to be with her. We'd have a kid or something and it'd be all fairytale like. Ever since i got back from Japan all I ( Read more... ) -
shinnosuke
holy fuck i feel bad haha he likes me and i like him but im with luna
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dammn it
i dont love you anymore. im so sorry. i just dont feeel anything. and it maybe just this trip but everything you do annoys me. i dont want to be nwar youm wel no thats not true. im really not sure. of anything. if we were staying in japan longer this would be the end. i would try my bsst to date shinnosuke but there is not point because we leave ( Read more... ) -
boy...
sometimes i wish i could go back in the closet... i want to date a boy now. i love her but i...i just dont know. i dont want to end up forever with her. im so very confused...before i wanted the opposite of all this
if i was here longer id think more abotlut him....
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boy...
sometimes i wish i could go back in the closet... i want to date a boy now. i love her but i...i just dont know. i dont want to end up forever with her. im so very confused...before i wanted the opposite of all this
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I'd be lying
I'd be lying if I said I never thought about him. Like I don't know why anymore. I like his face, and his voice, personality I'm ok with. Hm... -
Wonderland
Bleh I just want to die......I really do. I just want to escape to my mind and live there. New idea for a story I guess...