I went to see my crazy doctor today, also decided that it'd be a good idea to erase nick outta the picture and replace him with someone else......but im not telling who!!!!!!!!!

I havent wrote in this thing for a while, i guess its because i created a Myspace thingy. But anywho, alot shit has happend mom is threating to put me in a boarding school, and she put everything in my room into storage.So yea, i dunno i guess i dont feel like talking or writing but.....o well i guess.....

i cant do it
he needs me
and I need him

sorry to upset you all........

nick called me last night asking me to talk him back, i havent made up my mind. But on a brighter note saturday theres a concert which im going with Jared and alyshia, amber, whitney, mike a few others then to an after party. SCORE!!!!!! i guess thats all

So today was perfect going really good, in fact i got a message from nick saying "he babe call me when you get this, LOVE ya bye" And i quoted too. So i called him at his work and he wasnt there. So we get to the school and he is sitting on the steps. you know everything was going good, until we were going back to school and i asked him what was up ( Read more... )

i dunno if its the weather or what but,i've been feeling really shitty lately. and people have been royal pissing me off, yesterday sucked ass, except the whole not even 4 hrs i got to spend with nick, and today was boring. We went to my moms friend house and i guess i used to play with her son when we were about 4yrs old. I ended up going around ( Read more... )

Lizze Borden took an axe
and she gave her mother 4o whacks
when she'd seen what she had done
she gave her father 41......hmmm

(this is based on a true story for all you ppls who didnt know)

I started to go to my gym yesterday and im soooooooooooooo flippin sore now! I can barely move. But i talked to nick yesterday and i got mad at this feeling i had and i told him that he was pulling a brandon.....yea, not such a good idea, that pissed him off so we ended up getting in a fight, but within about 10 mins we got over it. He got a job ( Read more... )

SO today was mine and nicks Sweetest day and................................... IT WAS THE BEST DAY I'VE HAD IN A LONG TIME!!!! First we took a trip down memory lane by visting our old elementary school (McGrath for those of you who don't know) Then as we were walking back i ended up losing my phone so then we had to back track and of course i ( Read more... )

i hate stupid ppl, ppl who think they know everything ( Read more... )