Sara and I went and picked up Joey and Barrett from Bishop yesterday, was quite fun. We'll have to do it again sometime. Later, we ran into Stasia, Justin, Ivan, and company in Carp. Quite the party with all of us there, but then they had to leave. I need to get together with Stas before school starts ( Read more... )

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I haven't updated in quite some time, primarily because i was so busy last week. i had driver's ed for about 8.5 hours, which bored the hell out of me, on monday, tuesday, and wednesday. then i'd go over to morgan's house after that, we'd get to swim and then go to tennis, which was always the best part of my day. i really didn't like the driver's ( Read more... )

I hate my family. Once again I am the middle child. Jacqueline and Devon are here. I like it when it's just me and Jacqueline. I've been spending a lot of time at Dad's house. Oh yeah, that reminds me, I hate Heidi too. She needs to leave and never come back. Every time Dad kicks her out, he always takes her back. She's so sleezy and disgusting and ( Read more... )

i've been doing stuff..... stuff that i could write about, but i don't know... i just don't feel like i can anymore, as much as i'd like to, i just don't feel like it. maybe there's something wrong with me, i don't know... i just feel overwhelmed and i desperately want to escape it all. i'm not happy, i don't know what to do with myself. i seem to ( Read more... )

Do I blow things out of proportion? I'm wondering if I analyze things just a bit too much and make too many judgements before anything has actually happened. Ugh. I hate myself for doing that ( Read more... )

I've actually been back since Friday night, but haven't updated because I've either been at the cabin or just incredibly lazy. Anyways, camp was good for the most part. I didn't always enjoy it while I was there, but I learned so much about acting!!! I am extremely determined to become a film actress now because I love it so much ( Read more... )

tomorrow morning i leave for acting camp in los angeles for two weeks. i'm really not looking forward to it, even though i love acting. i feel bad though because my family spent a lot of money on it, and now i just don't want to go, so i can't really say anything to them. i also think i'm getting sick, so that should make things interesting. i'll ( Read more... )

I feel like there are so many things I need to do that I'll never get done, but then if I'm not doing anything, I feel so unproductive and lazy. So I guess there's really no way around it ( Read more... )

today was a gooooooood day, i quite enjoyed it. i don't really feel like going into detail about it though right now. perhaps later. ha, that's what i always say

more poetry:
a smeared eternity
beneath wind and storm
crushes what light we have left
still always with beauty