wow, been a long time since i've updated... any way, the owner of my shop decided that once i start school he's gonna cut my hours down to 18 hours a week... I CAN'T LIVE ON THAT! so i'm job hunting... any thing that's at least 20 hours or more... any way, other than that, life is almost peachy...

okay, just for those of you who haven't seen me in a while... i cut my hair...

i actually felt something today, which is strange, because the only thing i've felt over the last couple of months is anger and bitterness... i actually felt happy today... thank you 5-htp!

i hate head aches, and i can already tell that this one's gonna hurt... stupid stress...

Your Stripper Name is: Peaches

Get your own Stripper Name

and i might actually use this:

Your Boobies' Names Are: Silk and Satin

Get your own Boobie Names

"it'll get better..."
"look on the bright side..."
"you were fine before, you'll be fine again..."

no, it won't get better, there is no bright side, and i was never fine! fuck off!

my phone is now working again... even though there is a $150 back bill from before cameron moved out... but it's working, that's what counts! sin got his surgery, and my god i've never seen a cat so hyper right after surgery! i think he's on crack!

does any of it really matter? i used to think so, now i don't know what to think...

i slept for 14 hours yesterday... got up, watched 4 hours of south park, watched some movie and then went back to bed... tomorrow i have to be at work by 6:30 am.... my manager's on vacation so i get to open for the next two weeks... yippee... but hey, the overtime is gonna give me a nice fat check!

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