Never underestimate the power of a good nights sleep to clear your head a bit ( Read more... )

I haven't slept a full night in a week, with the exception of the night I was drunk. So much shit is bouncing around in my head.

"With insomnia, nothing's real. Everything is far away. Everything is a copy, of a copy, of a copy."

I need to get more sleeping pills.

It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are a lot of things about yourself that you didn't know and may or may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now ( Read more... )

I am so anrgy I just want to explode.

The Secret Lives of Just About Everybody ( Read more... )

I have so many things I want to say right now. I know that by saying them I am losing what I am trying to save by saying them. Its not fair. Life is cruel.

I have gone back and forth on whether I want to post in here. I think now that my mental state is back Its ok. I need to keep things in check. I emotionally exploded there for a while. I would never have thought it possible. I guess this has been the month of suprises. I decided to keep all the journal entries during that time private. I ( Read more... )

Illusions of Grandeur ( Read more... )

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Greens
Circle I Limbo

Rednecks
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

NAMBLA Members
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

DMV Employees
Circle IV Rolling Weights

Parents who bring squalling brats to R-rated movies
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

River Styx

Creationists
Circle VI Buried for Eternity

River Phlegyas

PETA Members, Militant Vegans
Circle VII ( Read more... )