Today was jsut been... mixed. The whole day was really pretty good until 6th period when she had to accept her award. She is so self-centered and full of herself. Truly annoying. She's just such a.... a.... BITCH! Ugh, I really hate her. And you know, I heard the other day that most people hate because they're jealous. But I would never be jealous ( Read more... )

 Today was actually pretty good! In 1st I told M off and it felt so great. She's such a little bitch! I freaking hate her! Me and S are going to jump her in a dark hallway one of these days, and she is going to get her ass kicked.

I hate it when I'm supposed to feel sorry for someone when I could honestly care less. I hate it when people judge me because I don't dress the way they do. I hate the way people always seem to be obsessed with getting a boyfriend. God forbid we go out without one for more than a week. I hate the way I never really seem to fit it, I'm always just ( Read more... )

You learn new things everyday. You really do. T was over and we were taking a quiz to see what our lives were "rated". This one question was "How far have you gone with a guy?" And for her I thought it was no where,because she's always talking about how she wants her first kiss, but... I was quite, quite wrong. At first I couldn't believe it, I was ( Read more... )

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I'm so glad I have this journal. I swear it's gonna end up saving my life somehow. So, today was... sad. I was just kind of bummed all day. Shaina noticed, everyone bloody well noticed! *sigh* In pain all day... cramps suck ass. I had 4 Motrins and half an IBProfen, I definitely think I've had too many pills in 42 hours. Talisha and me were talking ( Read more... )

Dangnit, I was just watching Sex and the City and they're all like about to cry because they don't have their dream guy soulmates and now... I want a guy even more than I did 5 minutes ago. And I mean, part of it I think is because I don't really have any guy friends which is why it would mean more if I could hang out with a guy because I think it ( Read more... )

I have felt subdued since I found out about Adam. *sigh* I mean, I hardly ever talked to him but it still sucks he's got a girlfriend.
Then I came home in the rain and after I read The Perks of Being a Wallflower it really bummed me out. I don't even know why. I am so confused right now about everything and anything. I really felt like writing up ( Read more... )