The house is slowly but surely getting put together and Im really enjoying the process-mostly. Almost smashed a curtain rod through the sliding door intentionally, I was so frustrated with putting it up. I kid, but you know what I mean lol. I found myself yelling "its two screws and a bracket, what is so fucking hard about this?!" LOL. But aside ( Read more... )

Im having a tough time emotionally today. Its been building for the last month since I got back to San Francisco, but it kind of came to a head today. I got really pissed off at Noodle and just fucking raged.

Im having a hard time getting settled here in some ways. Some things have gone well and Ive sort of eased comfortably into things, but there ( Read more... )

Im hoping that writing this "out loud" will help a little because its such a silly problem while also being a huge challenge for me.

A handful of months ago, I found out that I was highly allergic to gluten. Not full-on celiac, but up there on the allergic scale. The trouble is, I have had the hardest time removing gluten from my diet. Not because ( Read more... )

Had my grandparents' memorial today at the house, it was really lovely. Low key, intimate affair-just the way they would have wanted it. This was definitely her neighborhood, so it was like spending time with old friends from another time. 

Im sort of at a loss on what my "next chapter" is. Im in a very fortunate position to not have to have a 9-5 but I also find it a little hard to know what to do with myself. I'll get out the world's smallest violin, I know .

Im very grateful to not have to work. I havent missed that at all. However, Im also mostly burnt out on most of the things ( Read more... )

So Im moving back to California in October. I never thought I'd move back there, especially considering I had never thought I'd live there in the first place.

I moved to California when I was 14 years old against my wishes. I had left a very challenging home situation that the state deemed unfit for me to go back to, so I was moved to California ( Read more... )

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In a fit of fun synchronicity, LiveJournal popped into my mind yesterday on my 40th birthday. I havent thought about LiveJournal in a long time and when I would, the thought would be fleeting.

But for whatever reason, I felt compelled to see if I could find my old profile today. Sure enough, here it is. A quick scan of previous entries show how ( Read more... )

So California has been going through a major budget deficit for over a year now. Well, word just came out that the State government will be issuing "IOU's" to those who qualify for a state tax refund this year ( Read more... )

I HATE MY JOB.

MY BOSS IS A C***. SHE IS A WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT.

I NEED TO GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE.

I AM ONE MORE PIECE OF BULLSHIT AWAY FROM A BEATDOWN.