writing is the only way to express myself properly
never stop writing
even if i've left my pen and paper at home as is my wont
never stop writing
even if the subject is something i don't want to share
i don't HAVE to share
never stop writing
and i love that feeling anyways
never stop.

Two Lovecraftian beasts intertwining
Inseperable
Making something greater than life or Hell
Making love
The Agnostic's Great Variable

your grip is weakening
lessening
are you falling for the romance we never had
you say this distraction is chrysalis
metamorphosis
you're looking past my shoulder
at something secondary to your sanity
it's alright, go
i'll wait right here

your smell reminds me of hard towns in cold weather
brothers in sin and new leather

my wife and i talked my mother into babysitting our daughter while we went to value village for a lark and to no frills for necessities.. it was pretty fun doing value village and some of the more frivolous buys included..

BOOKS- All Tomorrow's Parties by William Gibson ( Read more... )

Mental pain is a priority of the Heart
Physical pain is limited to the boundaries of the mind!
Pink hairs are entering my Eyes!!

-- On the wall of the Warden bus terminal, discovered while waiting for the #70 O'Conner

i just finished watching Big Fish.. and it's beautiful.. it's so beautiful..

well i believe i've figured something out about our money situation.. if we can stick to the two week budget we'll have about $10 left over.. yay ( Read more... )

the box of chicken wings in the freezer has microwave instructions

o.o

my wife found a grey hair on my head last week..

i found out today that i don't have enough money for rent or my urgent phone bill..

i need to borrow money and it still won't be enough..

my wife is completely stressed out..

my baby is also stressed out..

i'm having a hard time with all of this.