So this is the beginning of a long relationship with my emotions and writing. I hope that someday she'll read these and begin to understand how I feel. Reading back on a couple of my posts before, this is not new territory for me. Its happened before. But this time, its different. Much different. The pain is so much stronger. Keener. Its ( Read more... )

A lot has happened since the last time I posted. Too much to mention in a single LJ post. My life has changed utterly and irreversibly since that time. For good or ill. There have been choices that I have made that I regret a great deal, while others I've never been happier with. I could sit here all night writing. Days writing. Weeks writing ( Read more... )

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Its been a long time. Probably too long. I'm not sure what I feel about that, as my early motivations for writing here are not applicable. To be honest, looking back, I don't know why I did a lot of things in my life. There have been decisions in my life that continue to haunt me today. Some of which cause me great shame, especially to those ( Read more... )