so my weekend away was quite good but short - the only full day was well special. from start to finish we all agreed that that day was magic. the first part i didnt get to partake in and for that will be forever distraught(yet happy for my damn family :D) mum and lynn went off to some diner for breakfast and left me too sleep (dam sleep damn it ( Read more... )

my glasses crubled into pieces the other day and i am soo blind and have to wear my sunglasses most of the time(which just toatlly goes with my look no?) so i couldnt frive to voice or acting- yay- and still didnt cancel photo even though im going to. and now have to look into the outnam one.(frightened) i'm going to long island tomorwo and i sort ( Read more... )

Sat. was jons eagle scout code of honor. absoulutly riviting, that was. i was so scared Leia(Jannas babygirl) wouldnt remember me after like 4 or 5 weeks but half way through coffee with missy(who jus got engaged-yay!) i hear JESHIE! which is the way leia says it and comes and gives me a hug. heartwarming i must say- so even though we were in a ( Read more... )

okay so the week got worse heres a quick,uh, quickie, so that i can write realtaivly fresh later. acting went well i couldnt chill after the spider thing so i ended up having to sing with my wicked cd ( ina very tense and strange manner) in my car. which worked fairly well. when i came back we did a very cool excercise with( i forget the word ofr ( Read more... )

aaaaauuggghhhh- oh my frikkin lord this week has been absoulutly murderous, and theres more to go. do i go in order i jsut dont know. im waaaay too tired to know. okay well after all this furniture moving and uber crap, and nervousness and therapy and dealing with dr. bitch dumping me(psych.) i had to go to class wich as you can tell from my last ( Read more... )

im gonna pass out-oh god time to get ready for class now.

i am going to try and play a game and clean and try to finish my wicked drawing and do crafty things now because i need to be distracted so bad- today was wierd i worked hard with furniture throwing(i mean moving mommy) and cleaning at 7 in the morning- i dont like to vaccume when the conditions are perfect man, fuck 3 hours of sleep and 90 things ( Read more... )

i am so tired- my back is fucking killing me- ive been moving furniture for two days now and i think i might just die- and i need to clean still tonight- and then after i cant fall asleep so i have to read or sketch so ive been up awful late- well ive also been on the internet a bit late too- but tomorow i have to get up and move all this shit in ( Read more... )

ive passed that little -click- that makes you all wierd at night. and have to write a poem or sing a song. or in this case write a journal entry. something i h avent done in quite a while, but out of pure coincidence im online and its here so i hope im not robbed of what could have been a really good tune. i dont know what strangeness is in me now ( Read more... )

unexplicably depressed- not unexplicably sad- got a call- my grandmothers unveiling is being planned woohoo- note to self make sure to visit her grave before religiously allowed- and actualy see it this time. i guess i can visit everyone if its warm enough- im antigone now in class i finally was able to end that sick love affair with dave thank ( Read more... )