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where's neil when you need him?
Something has gone funny with my head.
I miss someone very much. But I don’t say his name anymore except to people who are very special. Or to people who I know for a fact do not matter in the slightest. I have to be careful these days because you never to know who is working for them, with them, around them, in coincidence with them.
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little jack horner fell in love with the witch upon the moon...
i do not say goodbye.
when conversations end, it is with the same sentiment:
take care.
it carries energy, that phrase.
more than a simple farewell.
there are no endings.
just sentiments, charms, spells.
my funny latin has fallen out of use, and i think i like it that way.
for once, the english says it better.
my dearest friends,
take -
some say prayers: i say mine...
i have largely fallen silent.
i think i like it this way.
everything i need is in my head.
if you want it, i will tell you somewhere quiet.
somewhere we can be alone.
relatively speaking.
i keep finding beautiful things.
just when i think all is lost.
no one understands.
and really, i do not expect them to. -
I wished I could save her in some sort of time machine
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He was only 8 years old when he started digging down...
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Where are you?
I miss you terribly.
You were right about me depending too much on your continued presence.
I miss you.
And I'm worried. -
Eleanor stood, cold and waiting...
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filler
Ten things you wish you could say to 10 different people:
1. you hurt me. and i forgive you.
2. i'm sorry, but i made a mistake. please don't think i meant to let you back in.
3. you've saved my life more than once. i hope i can do the same for you, tho i pray i never have to.
4. you don't need it. you're wonderful the way you are. it saddens me that ( Read more... ) -
a lack of feeling...
I don't leave the house so much these days.
Or sleep.
Or eat, really.
Just drifting.
That's all I do lately.
Drift, wait, wonder.
Not that anyone cares.
I wish you would talk to me.