These have been kinda weird this week. I found myself more angry this week than ever before. Work has all of a sudden gotten to me and the games I play are starting to become less entertaining. I am however, happy tonight since I got to see my friends at a little party my friend Thomas was holding. I cannot help the fact though to feel lonely again ( Read more... )

Hello those who may/may not have missed me. I realize I haven't been on much due to my love of video games. Really though I just write here because nobody will notice except a select few I know. What can I say about this joyous holiday so far? Well for starters I have been able to hang out with a few friends recently and those times were nice. A ( Read more... )

Today marks one of the saddest days in my life...the death of my father. It was today, 4 years ago, that the last time I saw my Dad was on a hospital bed, cold and stiff. I cried a thousand times till no tears could be found. My body and soul torn to pieces as I felt the shudder from my hours of crying. The unbearable weight of it. I will one day ( Read more... )

Stuck here in the comfort of my own room. Would it be a room if it had bars on the window? Might as well have bars. I feel like this is my prison as well as my haven always mindlessly spending hours upon hours in it. But I dont feel bad at all, in fact I love my privacy. The Con to this great idea known as privacy is too much of it has another name ( Read more... )

Just visited my cousins in San Diego and that was alot of fun. I was actually there for my oldest cousin CHasen who just finished boot camp for the Coastguard. It was nice seeing him again cause we talked forawhile. Funny seeing all my aunts and Uncle getting drunk along with their friends. I ,however, did not partake in this event with alcohol ( Read more... )

Well whaddya know, its only been ages since I looked at this thing. Lets see...new things that have happened in my life....hmmm....well there was this one trip to San Francisco I took not too long ago. On my way up there I got to meet an online buddy of mine that I have been talking to for like...4 years. It was almost like I was in a dream cause I ( Read more... )

( Dark Thoughts P.II )

Well where do I start....nothing has happned lately other than the awesome game night I had yesterday. Being back with my friends, playing games and making fun of each other and watching Reno 911! while gorging our faces with junk food and soda. I miss these times so much and I wish there was more. But I have a feeling that its not going to happen ( Read more... )

 So this is the adult life at its best? to be alone and have nobody to talk to? To talk to people who might as well be sewer rats cause they embellish in such things as alcohol and practically have sex with anyone thats near? This girl I know who wont be named, showed me pictures of her at a  "party". For me a party is a place where a group of ( Read more... )

I got my permit! BOUT GODAMN TIME I GOT IT TOO! YAY! Im so happy I could kill a puppy....but I wouldn't do that.