Well, I am a complete burdon to everyone I know apparently, as I have found out today...and I really don't know what to do about it...I just give up...that's it, I'm not asking anyone for anything else from now on...if I have to, I will walk everywhere....I'll find some way to get where I need to be...so, for those of you I have seriously ( Read more... )

I am sooooo fucking sick of the drama on myspace!!! I am way too damn nice to others who walk all over me and insult me or let their so-called friends treat me like shit...I'm done with the drama...so, anyone else sick of myspace and all the high school bullshit on there??? I need to spend more time here on LJ...I'm sure that the people here will ( Read more... )

I am feeling very helpless. I wish I could help Kayla out, but she can't come down here yet. And if she did, she would have to go to her mom's because her mom would want to know why she was down here at my house instead of there. But she should understand if she wanted to stay with a friend for a little while. I don't know. I have some selfish ( Read more... )

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I am 0-20% Ghetto



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Well, I haven't been in here in awhile, since I started working. I found out that the job is much more than a file clerk. I am the human resources department for all Racetrac stores. I go through applications all day on the computer and decide whether or not people get hired, perform background checks, and so on and so forth. I am in Central ( Read more... )

Argggggggggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't deal with this shit anymore!!! My father is driving me up a wall. I don't know what to do anymore. I have to tell him, he can either stop drinking entirely and get help or he can leave. That's it. Kayla, I'm gonna need some major emotional support. He's telling me shit about him and my mother ( Read more... )

Just wanted to let everyone know, to get my mind off of things...I took that quiz from pandoradea and I also got low-maintenance. I knew I would though, so it wasn't a suprise. Anyway, dad's still on the damn phone!!!!!!! Ugh!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so sick of this shit. I don't want to deal with it anymore. I know damn well he won't apologize, but even if ( Read more... )

well, life sucks....I kicked my father out last night. It was the last straw. He got extremely drunk and started a fight over stupid shit. Well, it all blew up and we really got into it. After he walked out of my room, I was crying on Doug and he had the balls to come back in there and tell Doug, "Doug, don't fall for her crying-bit. She just uses ( Read more... )

So, I'm feeling pretty aggravated right now. My dad has had some beer, which I have no problem with, except he gets obnoxious. He's not even that far gone, but when he gets buzzed, he will find something to talk about. Today, something reminded him of Grenada and their war with the UK for independence. He absolutely could not believe that I didn't ( Read more... )