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Lyrics, courtesy of my furry rodent.
Adventure - Angels and Airwaves ( Read more... ) -
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I have been leaning particularly hard on two of my online friends. Maybe its wrong of me not to accept the support of the one person here in the real world that wants to give it. (V) But I just can't. I feel, deep in my soul that to open that door will have dire consequences. I know it is hurtful to him but I don't have any other choice. I have to ( Read more... ) -
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We took my grandmother off the machines last night. She died soon after, about 645pm. I struggled all night to find the words to explain this to my daughters. This morning, when they woke up, I told them. We are going to have the Rosary (A Catholic thing) on Wednesday night, and the Funeral will be on Thursday. My mom feels that the kids can handle ( Read more... ) -
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I never thought I would ever give up my children. I never thought I could ever let go. But what choice do I have? He'll take me back to court, and he will win. Its only a matter of tme. I've never liked living on borrowed time. Even as I did it, endulged in those fantasies that allow you to believe in hope, this thinner, fainter part of my brain ( Read more... ) -
Have to jump on the bandwagon
Jahari Window thing ... swiped from Leopardprints. Because I have no idea what other people think of me, I want everyone who knows me to do this.
http://kevan.org/johari?name=Ravenstarfire5
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I heard on the radio the other morning a couple of interesting things. First, most Americans that make the New Year's Resolution to go on a diet don't actually start dieting until March. I thought that was an interesting statistic. Also, Nevada is the fattest state according to Men's Health Magazine. This is strange to me considering the vast ( Read more... ) -
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I find myself in a strange frame of mind today. Old thoughts I had hoped I had banished long ago have wondered through my mind today. I know in my head that my children need me. That they are starved for some one on one attention as it has been some time since I have given them any. But I just can't bring myself out of my own revelry for long ( Read more... )
