Once upon a time, it was complicated...
Now; its even more complicated, but instead of trying to deal with every little problem in my life, I let it go... I runaway
I scream
Fuck praying to nothing
Fuck the hopelessness that carries
Depression doesnt exist
Or does it
ah, I give up
Movies help...yes, or does it make it worse? Why do I always pick movies ( Read more... )

So I didnt accomplish one damn thing during the break
Been sitting in this despondent slum
O! Complications...
A roller coaster of emotions
From feeling worthless to loved
How fucking exciting, right?
What a wonderful spring break, huh? Well, its my fault... actually; it's no ones fault, it seems like a cycle
aaaAAAAaaaHH! (eh, online screaming... its not ( Read more... )

If I was an assassin! a FBI or CIA agent kind of girl.. Ive got the sexy walk, talk, and some looks but I dont have the training.. Id look hott with a gun ( Read more... )

hmm something about religion that drives me in circles
I dunno.. 
Random thoughts that I wrote down a few hours ago today; ------->

Do not doubt

If you do not see two sets of footsteps

Jesus is just carrying you along the way

Do you believe in such a fallacy

Is it just a philosophy

An institution

A hierarchy

Just another myth

Whatever it is, it has ( Read more... )

Cinderella is finally over! 
It was a success too! It didnt come together until the week of opening night; our director went into surgury and hes still in the hospital; The fall play director had to take over along with Miss Coduti and Dani Carter stepping up..
Im still sick.. Im out of medication
I cant believe it was Palm sunday .. already! damn..
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The greatest quotes from my sources..

"I’ve always been a very boring and very loving person. But the blowjob fetish men have is deeply suspicious to me. Let it not be said I’ve never had a good one. I have. But was it ever as good as intimacy? Nowhere near.

Nothing is more overrated than sex; and even if we manage, by some miracle, to escape the ( Read more... )

yeah..... haha
I saw 300 with kris on Sunday
awesome fucking movie! 
tho' lots of stupid people in the theater...
kris made food! Yummy fish and green beans that I adored <3s

hmmm... Saturday I took the SAT
I think that went okay...

I slept all day Friday

My research paper is due on the IDES OF MARCH ... better watch out Caesar! 
yay.. Im actually feelin ( Read more... )

So I give up.... well, atleast I wish it was that easy ( Read more... )

Its been a long time since I have actually updated. I dont know if there is much to be said, though ( Read more... )

If I give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright, yeah?
If you dont shoot it, how am i supposed to hold it?
Is that alright, yeah?
I give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright?
Is that alright with you?

Leave me out with the waste
This is not what i do

It's a small crime
And I've got no exuse

Oh I know that I left you in places of despair

This has ( Read more... )