I feel stupid for saying No to Ray when he asked me back out. He's doing everything he did to me before. Thurs day was ruined by my father. I didn't see him. Friday Ray lied and said he would call because I am kinda worried about his friend Amanda. Plus today I was supose to go surfing with Ray, Loughran, Justin,and Amanda. Ray was supose to ask ( Read more... )

Monday- Ray and I got in a big fight because he had bailed on me all weekend. I was kinda disappointed that he went to Prom without me but Friday he came and got his Van key and I told him to go. I didn't want him being mad at me for him not being able to go. Anyway, we straightened out a few things and we talked in the hall in 1st per. I cried and ( Read more... )

Today was pretty good.Ray and I were getting along better. 2nd period was so boring. Anyway, School went good all day. After school was so great. Tommy, Becky, Erica, and I all went to the Zoo !! It was great. We were laughing and joking around. Afterwards we went to eat at Krysatls. After we ate, Tommy was playing around and drove off and leftthe ( Read more... )

Today was great in the begining. Everyone was laughing and having fun but I didn't feel right, like something was wrong. I ignored it all day untill 3rd period. I was in Loughran's class,and Ray told Loughran that he was going to go to Prom alone. I was so angry I cried. It hurt so much that he lied to me about him going. He said he was giving his ( Read more... )

Today was great in the begining. Everyone was laughing and having fun but I didn't feel right, like something was wrong. I ignored it all day untill 3rd period. I was in Loughran's class,and Ray told Loughran that he was going to go to Prom alone. I was so angry I cried. It hurt so much that he lied to me about him going. He said he was giving his ( Read more... )

Jessica and I went and picked up Mike. Then, we were off to the movie. The movie, A knight's tale, was very good. The only thing that I didn't get was how all the midevil people knew the words the the Queens song "we will rock you". I was trippin' out the first part of the movie because of that. After the movie me and Mike played a video game or ( Read more... )

Today I went to an Art show with my sista Jessica. It was the first time in a while that we have hung out together. It was cool but the show wasboring. We are going to the movie together and taking my friend Mike. I really want to start hangomg out with her alot more now. I was so wrapped up with Ray I neglected her in the proccess. But its all ( Read more... )

Last night around 12:12, I had a small fight with the person I care most about in this world. I don't understand the reason I do the things I do. I thought I was over our break-up but it all came back last might. I know now that I can't really hand it but I'll keep going because there is a small chance e will get back together one day. I really do ( Read more... )

Last night around 12:12, I had a small fight with the person I care most about in this world. I don't undersatnd the reason I do the things I do. I thought I was over our break-up but it all came back last might. I know now that I can't really hand it but I'll keep going because there is a small chance e will get back together oneday. I really do ( Read more... )