dont know where to start. man i hate newyears. something tragic always happens. last year for example my great uncle and one of my best friends pasted away. this year...get split up *but possibility of us getting back togther* and one of my best friends gets busted my her dad for meth. a friend becomes homless. and i cant find anyone to move into a ( Read more... )

Bri, Robin, Simon, and D are over....we went and bought some steaks from kroger now we be grillin out, D made some kickin maranade. bout to go eat so peace out !!!

-da benson-

sooo... after sitting at kc's for a little whyile we went cruizin then up to the mall meet up with a bunch of friends and decided to go back to the normal get drunk appt. we got a case of 40's and a few duce duce's *(bud ice, red dog, guiness, and bud)* good times good times....well after a few hours of that *decided not to drink to much cuz i ( Read more... )

yeah iknow its been a whyile well i just got home from work and now im just doin whatever on the computer then its off to the shower i go :) anyway i dont really know whats up with things right now mish and ia are like chillin everyday and i dont exasctley know what happend to jess and i shaun and i went at picked up some x the other day na d hes ( Read more... )

well back in the single life again...uhh...ive been trying to get in touch w/ jesse dont know whats up w/ that wont post and her cell is all wierd...im w/ kyle...didnt pay her cell phone bill...oh well...i hope everyone is doing allright i just got home from work not to long ago...coverd in mud luckily i had shorts on underneeth...so i was not ( Read more... )

yaknow..idont know what to do with myself anymore...i think im missing the single life again. youd think someone who got so hurt wouldent do it to someone else. it just. argh. i just cought her in a lie wich i find horibbily fucking gay. i got off the phone with her last night crying to myself...then getting off the phone and crying myself to ( Read more... )

Had a great weekend untill now....now just broken. Fuck this!

whatever
~ benson ~

well i finally feel like whoa amounts of better....so i think im gonnago to work tomorow and take it easy...i feel so uncool not having an icon...and i think i need to make one...damn...i need to set up my computer...and jess came over last night then left at 9:50 ;) then came back at like 2 with keven :D good times.....look i can dance!! ::puts ( Read more... )

if only you ppl knew..... wow 7am ish wow i hurt....going back to bed now

love
~benson~

kickin it w/ da snowee...you know how it goes...ugh i feel lilke shit...snot all up in my nose not really moving...its like i fill a kleenex up and its like i did nothing....i know i know gross but get over it.....d and mishi visited me last sunday....and jess visited me ...uhhh wed?? tues?? i dont know....hard to keep up w/ the days i didnt know ( Read more... )