so its my birthday this sat.. man October used to be my fav month. halloween and birthdays... lately *shrug*. i need new friends so i can actually talk face to face with someone.. not sure how much sanity i have left at this point. hehe god i hate being a downer.. maybe i should stop writing these things when im falling over? or maybe i should ( Read more... )

loanly rantings of a confused mind. sitting thinking wallowing in self pitty. you ware it like a badge of honor but at the same time you despise its vary existiance. your so loanly you can tast it on your tung like a over ripe fruit bursting with the bitterness of over thinking. you want nothing mroe than to be accepted to be loved but at the same ( Read more... )

i need some new, insomnia-tic anime, movie, and basically shit i love type friends.. been soooo lonely lately.. snd still cant sleep. used to be a plus.. now back to a minus.. maybe a exclamation? or that thing that looks like a upside down backwards e?

i wana say, over 6 billion people on the planet and no one will take me.. but sadly the more i consider it ( Read more... )

ok guys, what do you think of lapban, or gastric bypass? or submitting a tape for the biggest loser? thoughts?

ok tell me, is this compleatly sad?


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BEHOLD A NON TOTALLY DEPRESSED POST!! i know its rare.. try not to faint. OK well this isn't all sunshine and lolly pops people. my chatbox got fubared recently first the ide just doesn't wana work then the sata's os install decides that it doesn't wana play. but this is ok. backing up 185 gigs of crap.. this was a pain but done. time to wipe the ( Read more... )

Hey guys, not that i really thing anyone is still reading this. or ever has for that mater. sorry if you do check in on me. I've been having a bad year so to speak. just keep getting bogged down by one thing or another an i dont think i have been this alone in years. i tend to get by from day to day as it were, i dont have any real job despite my ( Read more... )

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lately i have been on this kick of the old fantasy movies that sparked my core so long ago. stuff like flight of dragons, the secret of nimh, recently i finally watched the last unicorn.. yes i feel the shame of taking so long on that one but the thing they all have in common with the others in there category is they have wonderful story's of magic ( Read more... )