Things have been great (minus a month of absence). Conversation has been good. Feelings seem to be progressing. It seems to be going somewhere ( Read more... )

...You could've just told me; looked me straight in my eyes. You could've just told me; instead of hiding behind lies. There was nothing binding you; you were free to explore. Id never hold you back; for you, I want so much more ( Read more... )

I don't know why you run hot & cold with me. You went from seeming very interested to acting like I don't exist with no real reason (at least as far as you've given me). I deserve better and I'll find it. Thanks for adding one more layer to the wall around my heart.

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I haven't felt this down in over a year now. Im in an emotional hole and its a dark, empty place. I don't understand what happened, and I think that's why I'm struggling like I am with this ( Read more... )

I don't know what's wrong with me today, but I'm in a major funk. I got up this morning and me and Crimson went and had breakfast with Brenna. That was fun. I came home after that bc it was going to storm all day today, and after a few hours, I just started feeling really empty ( Read more... )

So, there's someone new that is potential in my life. We hung out last night, and I had a great time. We really seemed to connect. We had a lot in common, laughed, talked, cut up...it was a welcome change. I am not looking to jump into anything, but I def see potential that this is worth putting a little patience and time into. At least I think so ( Read more... )

So, I finally am feeling a little life back in my step. Im really working on getting back to the old B. I'm exercising, eating less/better, drinking mostly water, stated tanning again....all things that are helping me to feel better about myself. Its long overdue ( Read more... )

hmm...the day Hallmark created is upon us once again. What is it about this day that makes humans want to showed someone with flowers, gifts, love, affection...? What's wrong with any other day? It shouldn't take a national recognized holiday to spur a little romance, or sweet gesture ( Read more... )

Its amazing how much you think someone matters in your life, or that you do in theirs, until they are gone.

#awakening

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So the last few weeks have been pretty busy. Ive started kinda dating again, and I'm finding that is a lot harder to keep up with multiple people in my life than it was when i was younger lol Ive met some pretty cool people, and reconnected with some from my past. Im def not rushing into anything, hence my 'playing the field' so too speak ( Read more... )