crap.

It sucks the one person I miss the most is hating me, and probably will forever. I hope he finds happiness, and maybe that he'll read this and know that I care.

...so apparently im going to warped tour orlando this weekend, or so i am told. Anyone else going to be there?

I just got a job at brothers dancing for lesbians...im sorry but thats some funny shit, come out on wednesdays.

i just like to say, Im really happy right now...and feel like it's here to stay.

my god, I just had the worst job interview ever ( Read more... )

The thoughts strained like a moth's is wicked banter ( Read more... )

i promptly come home from a night out, 10:30 this morning, walk into the kitchen to face my mother, and say..."pimpin aint easy but it's what i do." true story, we're going shopping in an hour.

dont put your fucking hands on my body unless i say...god bless vip, aka alcoholic gags. Im having flashbacks of every asshole i know, especially the ones asscoiated as "friends". puke feeling, crobars raking my stomach. im angry right now.

My right eyelid has developed a third crease, the roots of every tooth in my mouth throb, and my callouses are peeling like dead skiin ...all alternatives to watching the grass grow. Im so entirely bored, I dont feel social nor creative nor energetic. I am stuck in a pot of mind body and soul atrophy. I wish i woke up early enough to watch the sun ( Read more... )