Unreasonable--I wouldn't say so, or at least I share your desire to vent negative emotions to a world "too cool" for any real human experience. Sometimes, self-analysis is a good path to self-discovery.
im not going to say i know exactly what you are saying or that i am feeling the exact same way. but i understand. i feel that just over the last three weeks i have been on the verge of a psychotic episode. and what makes me feel even worse about the extremes of my behaviors of late is taht they have all resulted from one thing:
boredom.
And for this I blame myself, and my surroundings. But then I get around to feeling guilty for making excuses and casting blames. i am so ashamed of this.
I am tired of working two remedial jobs getting paid minimum wage. My boyfriend gets paid fifteen dollars an hour to sit at a desk and draw pictures in Cincinatti. I hate Warren.
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i feel that just over the last three weeks i have been on the verge of a psychotic episode.
and what makes me feel even worse about the extremes of my behaviors of late is taht they have all resulted from one thing:
boredom.
And for this I blame myself, and my surroundings. But then I get around to feeling guilty for making excuses and casting blames. i am so ashamed of this.
I am tired of working two remedial jobs getting paid minimum wage. My boyfriend gets paid fifteen dollars an hour to sit at a desk and draw pictures in Cincinatti. I hate Warren.
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