it completely sucks finding out that what you want, you can't have. i had my sites set on her. i thought she was what i wanted. but then she found what she wanted. so i actually found someone else who i thought was right. but i am not sure. with her its like we're so close and then so far away. i can't tell how she feels though, which is weird. ( Read more... )

so maybe things do happen for a reason? though it doesn't always seem that way, i think they do. maybe it doesnt appear that way at first and it looks as if what happened was something bad done to you, but most likely it helped someone else. and maybe at first it looks as if you just don't get what you want, and something happens, things actually ( Read more... )

sometimes i just don't understand how life works. i don't get why good things happen to people, but then sometimes good things just never come to others. i don't understand how you can feel something so strong, and think something is going to work out for you. and then with little to no effort, thats just gone. its as if with the blink of my eye, ( Read more... )

hello, tis corey. i used to have a different livejournal name [omgitscorey] and as most of you know, i wasnt a regular updater. my journal tends to be more of a personal thing, meaning i am not going to be someone to update every day to tell you exactly what i did all day. i'll only take the time to update when i actually have something to say. so ( Read more... )