aaaaaaahhhh Flordia sucked, comeing back to good old MSJ. But other than that life is good.

if this time i only knew, we always make ourselves out to better than we really are. so everything i do it seems ok to me but i have no idea how i make everyone else feel. So while my ego has grown and my temper has fallin short to what it used to be, i have made some big decisions in the past 3 months. I have been givin the chance to start over, a ( Read more... )

So i got a new car this week, its a 2002 Hundai Esantra with only 53k. Thought it was worth posting.

As much as i talked about how i wanted to come home, i really just want to be back at school now. i mean dont get me wrong hanging out with my friends is great, but its the only reason i want to be here. i dont have a job and when someone says there going to help me out they never fall through. so im just wasting my time here and geting nothing ( Read more... )

Here i am; another friday night spent alone listing to music. How many times do i have to make a change in my life to really get right. When i can just be happy somewhere i can be myself. I could when i was in westerville; i didnt have to impress anyone, nor think about who i am. i knew who i was and i didnt care about how stupid i was or stupid ( Read more... )

its the last week before finals, and my first semester of college is almost over. thing i think are getting better, but i dont kno yet. maybe i really should transfer somewhere close to home. well we will see.

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Every new day is a lesson learned. My first semester is almost over, well in a month, and its been the hardest time adjusting to this place. If anyone ever tells me making friends is easy, i will punch them in the face. Besides the rough times that life brings, its not that bad. I think i bring more burdon on my self then needed. Although i miss ( Read more... )

wish i was home

i miss home, and all my friends.