I am really loving college.  Everything should be fine. But my brain is fucked up and I think a lot about bad stuff.  I don't understand who someones brain couldn't be fucked up the way mine is but I guess my thought aren't "normal".  What a fucking ridiculous word.

Fuck the world.

I have been very off.  I stayed the night at the creepy place (the apartment complex for trend setters). I stayed there with my three roommates, 3/5 of the people that live there that all happen to like my roommates, two gay men, and some guy I don't know.  I went to sleep about 4:30 and woke up at about 8:30 to the sound of my roommate makeing out ( Read more... )

The past two days have been amazing.

Yesterday Heidi, Theo and I missed the nine o'clock to San Francisco, we pulled into the parking lot and saw the train drive off.  So we went to a bagel shop and waited for the next train.  We met Jenn and her boyfriend Joey at the train station.  Joey looks suprisingly similar to Graham, but they don't act ( Read more... )

For a little more than two weeks this pain has come and gone in my chest.  I never realized emotions could do this to a person.  I just watched Buffy the vampire slayer, and the pain I feel is similar to the one you imagine the vampires feeling when they are stabbed with the wooden spears.  I think there are two reasons for this pain right now; the ( Read more... )

I don't know if I can deal with my crazy fucking father much longer.

I had a swell day from monday 11am to tuesday 11am but I had to come home, where my sister whines about everything and my father sits around and feels sorry for himself for having to like with three women.  Today for breakfest/lunch I had ratatouille that my family had last night, ( Read more... )

I am done with High School ( Read more... )

I wrote this song about Daria...

Daria Morgendorffer's
Sister Quinn would never wear loafers
Her mom is Helen she has a lawyers brain
Her dad is Jake and slightly insane
She deals with life in her padded room
Where the schizophrenic met his doom

Daria's full of sarcasm
Mr. DeMartino has eye spasms
UpChuck's a bit of a creep
Kevin has the stupid streak

In her ( Read more... )

and yet here I am letting it live, so I am stupid!

I mean I am never inspired to write on this thing when I am happy...

I went to prom, it was eh...One of those things I am glad it is one of those one time things.  I found out that the reason my friend was doing independent study this year was because she got pregnant.  That was depressing and created sleeping problems ( Read more... )

I am going to the Cornish College of the Arts in Seattle WA!

Yay!

And I am going to prom with Kali!

Yay!