So here I am again complaining, about my favorite subject. I mean seriously. Perhaps we need a break and he's just trying to ease into it? I don't know. He doesn't understand how I feel because I never put him in this situation. I probably should, huh? He's got a great, healthy relationship with his friends but do I? I mean shit, I feel like I ( Read more... )

In the past week, I have slept in my own bed once...maybe twice.
When Chris first moved into his new place with everyone, we were super excited about finally getting to sleep together and see each other first thing in the morning.
Now, I'm not complaining at all. Not one bit! BUUUT, these past couple of weeks I've realized a certain feeling I've ( Read more... )

I am irritated.

Yes, it's true. I really am. I am irritated with the fact that some people just can't LET GO of things. When you say things like you really don't care, then please do me a favor and NOT CARE! Goodness. If I am a hypocrite, which in most cases, we can all be at times, then whatever. I'm just upset right now.
Sometimes I feel like I'm ( Read more... )

Chris told me I wasn't fun last night. Ugh. I don't mind going out and having a good time, and I was definitely trying to...but when everyone else is drunk and you're one of the few that aren't...it's just not as fun. It's fun to laugh at your friends if they're acting goofy, but other than that...not as fun as being drunk. I've just come to this ( Read more... )

35 things about ME

1) How old do you wish you were?
maybe about 23 or so, old enough to be out of college and settling down with the man of my dreams. :)

2) Where were you when 9/11 happened?
in the car, listening to them talk about it on the radio before school.

3) What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
get upset.

4) Do you consider ( Read more... )

Classes start tomorrow. I took the day off, but I'm kind of bummed. It's kind of like the last day of summer and everyone is bummed out. Oh well ( Read more... )

no seriously, it is ( Read more... )

along with all the other entries i write about my boyfriend, here's another one. It's just so hard to think that someone can make me feel so happy and sometimes so mad...and other times sad. but mostly happy. :) he is the bestest ever!!! :)

so i sometimes feel stupid in a state full of conservatives. i try and find my own opinion and people just shoot me down every chance they get. i guess they (the people i have talked to) don't know what it's like to be different. i don't mean to throw down a race card, and i know we're not living in the 60's but sometimes i look at myself and i say ( Read more... )

School is about to start. I'm kind of ( Read more... )