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A wise woman once told me I think too much. I agree. I ruin a lot of great things that wau. I'll try to follow thoreau's advice and "simplify". -
So I made an OkCupid account.
There are tons of hot, smart, interesting women there. They seem to be in my area too. They seem to match up with me really well, except for one deal-breaker. They're either Catholic, have kids, or don't tolerate meat-eating. The ones that tolerate meat are the Catholics, the ones that are atheist can't stand meat being eaten, and the ones who are ( Read more... ) -
past due
Past due for blogging, past due for a shower, past due on my bills, I've just been past due my entire life. I meant to blog something I'd been thinking about for a few weeks, the theory that polyamorous people are more heavily found among the pagan set because they tend to believe in more than one deity, and can worship more than one deity, and can ( Read more... ) -
It all started with feeding the cats twice a day...
I treated Aly well. At least, I thought I did. I didn't cheat, with any part of my body. I made friends with her friends, integrated our social circles, made her feel included, put her happiness above mine and did nothing to hurt her, but that wasn't enough. Apparently I helped her come to some conclusions about herself, that she has a habit of ( Read more... ) -
meh.
I'm gonna be completely honest: I'm not in a good place right now. I'm in a pretty happy relationship with lots of great sex with a younger woman, I have a steady full time job that I'm pretty good at, I have pretty epically amazing roommates in a cheap little townhouse kinda condo thingy... but I'm not happy ( Read more... ) -
steampunk war
Zeppelin transatlantic flight powered by cycling slaves,
Boats by coal/hydroelectric/solar/battery.
Historic egyptians developed hydroelectric and solar.
Romans invaded egypt, but egypt was smarter and had better weapons and batteries and spring-loaded ballistae stuff. Electrified fence (vinegar), cattleprod (copper sheet wound around iron rod ( Read more... ) -
Feels good, man.
So, this last weekend was Phoenix Comicon. It was intense, it was crazy. I'm not gonna blog much about it, you had to be there, but it was pretty neat. I volunteered as president of the AZBCs to help Kids Need To Read, a charity co-founded by Nathan Fillion. I also did a couple panels, the Meet The Arizona Browncoats and Joss Whedon Is Still My ( Read more... ) -
I've calmed down a lot.
I had a nice dinner with an old friend, survived LepreCon, survived fallout from the AZ Ghostbusters not participating in our film festival this year and so on. I had a job interview I should be hearing about today or tomorrow, I'm studying for the A+ certification and looking up possible courses of education I'd like to pursue. -
Some odd URGE TO KILL RISING
I've been mostly okay since... wait, strike that. I've been a mess since the last blog. I made a playlist of songs to kill myself to. I am writing a poem comprised mainly of linked lyrics from those songs. I know, logically, that it's okay, that I'll get a job which leads to having a car and self worth and going places and relationships and all ( Read more... ) -
In which Raymond has a terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day.
A couple days ago, I somehow stayed up til 6am playing Bioshock and only slept for a few hours before the landscapers started the chainsaws out front. Last night I tried to reset back to 10ish by taking my 5HTP and 2 melatonin chewables. I ended up getting to sleep somewhere around 230am and sleeping in til after 11am. It was kinda nice, but not ( Read more... )