I met a girl in June. The night before we moved Janessa out, really. Shindig. She came to check it out at our friend Mo's behest, because she had just broken up with her high-school boyfriend of 4 years, Randy. She's 22. After she left (she had to work early the next morning), Mo told me that she, Faye, thought I was cute and I should friend her on ( Read more... )

so I'm fairly certain that a nice young lady named Faye and I are going to begin dating. we've been friends online for a couple weeks, hung out a few times, while I have made certain to meet other women from okcupid and from mutual friends, I just haven't been attracted to them. With Faye, I was attracted to her as soon as she entered the room, it ( Read more... )

I went to the gym for awhile today, ran 3 miles. Watched half of High Fidelity. Thought about Emily breaking up with the other guy, fitting all my criteria but not being attracted to her very much anyway. Thought about Faye, who is beyond my normal age range, hasn't finished college, has giant tits and smokes weed, and just got out of a bad breakup ( Read more... )

"Each girl thinks she will be the one/ to love you despite all you do wrong/ each time you make the same mistakes/ but so does she/ you think to be a good person/ means merely causing no one harm/ but since we're all responsible for ourselves its impossible to fail" -Cruelty, by Unwoman

Basically, I'm not looking for love, I'm looking to grow up.

S The problem is, I keep jumping immediately into trying to meet women again. Worse, I succeed. At least I put on my profile that I'm looking to only make friends, because I don't get annoyed with a woman for a few months. I think that's one reason I did so well with Becky. She was a tough nut, we didn't have sex for 9 months, and I was always on ( Read more... )

Fuckbuddies. Friends with benefits. One night stands. They're all just false intimacy. Unsatisfying. In a real relationship, sex means more, you want more, you're not just settling for something safe. You want to keep going all the time, hang out all the time, talk all the time, share everything for always. Its not just about having the same ( Read more... )

Some people develop a desire for more ( Read more... )

Tl;dr, don't work in a call center ( Read more... )

my insanity has no sharply defined edges.
you know what a Klein bottle is? its a Moebius strip in 3 planes.
my insanity has a topography of its own, a landscape with it's own pits and peaks and void of volume.
it's a vacuum on the outside, smooth shiny iridescent and coruscating with an inner incandescence of its own.
it's a simple concept but

Ho ho ho, meeeerry christmas! I heard a bump in the night, got up and quietly drew my katana and went downstairs to investigate. Some fat guy was crouching under out christmas tree! He's in the compost heap. Well, most of him. I didn't notice the red suit until it was too late. Sorry, children of the world! Also, on my to do list: make reindeer ( Read more... )