Ah well, how has everyone been doing? I've been rediculously board, and I have no idea on what to do about Milagro. I'm guessing he's just sorta confused about the whole thing and forgot about me so the problem would dissapaer, but that's not Milly for ya. He doesn't "hook up" with girls, everything means something to him. But apparently I'm ( Read more... )

lol. Ok, so Friday there was a party at Julia's house, it was really fun, all kinds of people were there. Al, Julia, Alyssoon, Kim(not my sister kim), margaret, Richard and Anna, Samantha (now called Sami), and yeah, lots of pple. it was really fun, we had a wwater ballon and shaving cream fight as well as swam in her pool, and her hot tub. Me ( Read more... )

Wow, major mood swing. So how's everyone doing out there? haha. Yeah, major major major major major major major majjor moooooood sswwwiiiiiiiinnnngggg. I read manda's LJ, and i started thinking, damnit i should stop thinking, i think too much maybe i should start getting on the medications, but i don't really want to start anything that will have ( Read more... )

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HEY EVERYBODY *in the wierd doctor's accent from the simpsons* Well i guess you could say I'm a little bit hyper. Yeah ok I am, we're in finals. and i have nothing to do so i ditched to go to the lab in the other building. It's better than watching bring it on two or something. Well, i gues that's it. Schools almost out. is everyone excited. I' ( Read more... )

happy birthday to me happy birthday to me happy birthday deam me, (belated) happy birthday to me. yeah i turned fifteen on wednesday. it made me sad. no one knew, everyone forgot. my whole fuckin family forgot. i didn't say a word just to see, and through out the whole day they didn't say anything. damnit. fuck that. god everyd day since i've ( Read more... )

hey everyone wat's up? well i'll just tell you guys the good news. adn keep all the terrifying deathly thoughts and events to myself. i feel like not complaining. prolly cuz il'm in a slightly good mood, i had a few tylonals, and a bunch of coffee with soda. so i feel better. but yeah. i'm number one on JV, (still havn't challenged number 8 on ( Read more... )

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I CAN TELL SOMETHING REALLY DREADFUL IS COMING THOUGH. (OOPS CAPS.) i know that someone is going to get hurt. i can tell. someone in my family is going to die in four months. i can just tell. either my self infliction or murder. i don' tknow who. though. i dont want it to happen. i think i'll kill myself if i'm right......

i'm miserable, tired, and stressed. my life's falling apart, my family is falling apart and i'm on the edge. i don'tthink i even waant to be alive anymore. but in a way i have to. my family needs me. but do they appreaciate me? nope. i get nothing. my dad was taken away yesterday. we had a huge family debate on what we should do. my mom didn't ( Read more... )