i'm so fuckin pissed right now, and it's not even two in teh afternoon. A RECORD! fuck. i've just been so sad you konw? i miss alot of people an di hate alot of people, i gues there's one who fits in both scenario's. me. lol. god i'm fuckin lame. i need to be rescued somehow. but it won't happen. maybe i just need to stop thinking. or stop ( Read more... )

Hey everyone! how are you? gosh so much has beeen going on in my life i wish you guys are there to share it with me. or be there for me watever. (to ruth adn amanda adn amy adn all my old LJ freinds ( Read more... )

LUV YA"LL! probalby not going to be back for a while! muah. call me adn keep in contact or something. lol.

so, i'm updating again, ok so heres the thing, i'm readijng my old entries and what not ,and haha. i sound like a pathetic loser who's only on livfejournal for attention. it's really lame of me. should i stop? or should i abandon it? it's wierd. hm...i'm pathetic..great here i go again. something's terriblly wong with me. also, shit. what was i ( Read more... )

christmas is just around the corner, i have no presents to give and i'm broke..wonderful isn't it ( Read more... )

OH YEAH!!!! EVERYONE WISH ME GOOD LUCK ON MY SOLO THURSDAY!!!!!!!! (GOOD LUCK EVERYONE SAYS) ha. (you also wonder..wat solo?) too bad, it's a solo thing for choir. ha

awjeez, i miss Live journal. SO MUCH! how's everyone? i'm ok. i guess, ish. aw nevermind, so lately, nothing new has happened, i made a few freinds, and i miss my old freinds, it makes me cry, but tht's nothing really. my stalker keeps stalking me, adn we finally caught the bunny. (wha? u say.) yeah. see, everyones been missing out on my ( Read more... )

aw jeez. i'm using a mac that ruth's godly father has given us. in't that exciting? well yeah i guess except for the fact taht it's not a PC blurry, and other sorts but it's INTERNET!! for three hours. ppo. i wish i had money and then i'd sell all teh old computers our 95 ans such and then i'd give this mac to donna for her new home adn do what i ( Read more... )

aw jeeze. i'm so tired, and school is pissing me off. ugh. its like living a dream...(oh jeez cat so originall..psh) yeah i officially hate HATE HATE HAT EHSH:LIAJD:HDF: HATEEEE!!!!!!! highland. stupid superficial always trying to beat you bitches! hahahahahha. jk ( Read more... )

to see how much i've been missing and reading all my freinds lj's and mine adn kyra's and everyone else's i'm like the only one who...ekgh. nevermind. my point is. this is all making me sad just cuz ergh..i don't know how to say it. i'm just ugh. always bitching and always complainging. but ugh. nevermind. i'm just gonna shut up. like how i've ( Read more... )