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Today has been the day of days, only minimally dwarfed by yesterday.
You want to say I put all my shit out there for everyone to comment on? Well here, I'll put some shit out there and watch NO ONE comment because no one has the time or desire to.
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Slight Intellectual Rant and a list.
Knowledge (n) - the fact or state of knowing; the perception of fact or truth; clear and certain mental apprehension.
Knowledge is something we, as people, strive for. we wish to know everything and anything there is to know and beyond. Psychologists wish to know how the mind works in each of their clients, doctors want to know what ails the ( Read more... ) -
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The time has long since passed when we fought our enemies with swords and axes. It has been centuries since we used daggers or arrows to bring down our foes. Ages since we used steel and chainmail to protect ourselves against the sharpened points of spears meeting our ribcages and beyond. Eons, it would seem. Yet I feel like that time should be ( Read more... ) -
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How do you write the sounds of sorrow? The sight of it? How it smells? How do you communicate its taste as it slides over your tongue and down your throat so far you choke on it? What words would you use ( Read more... ) -
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Today I wrote the letter that will end all this. I wrote the letter that explained my feelings, my thoughts, my observations. I wrote the letter that has every single thing I could never have said out loud in it, that has everything you or I would need for closure ( Read more... ) -
Anonomyous**
How is any of this supposed to work? Must I be invisible for you to finally see me? Must I, in fact, run so far away that one day, maybe you'll think of me and realize that I've been waiting here the whole time? I want to be the one who saves you. I want to be the one who holds you close as you finally let things catch up to you. I want to erase ( Read more... ) -
Newest poem - long time in coming
ELEMENTAL KEEPSAKE**
I am burning, searing, scorching heat in vibrant blues and reds
I am passion and elation as I smolder here in bed.
I am anger, I am rage and I'm as raw as night is blind -
Hello, my name is Fire and I burn you from my mind.
She is calming as she's cooling in her hues of hybrid teals
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This is my...
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Lately... no, not lately. For a while now my relationships with people have sucked. Up, down, sideways and backwards - the relationships I've been in sucked. Most of that was me, I get that now - and I'm trying to fix the holes I've ripped in the fabric. Something I've just recently realized though is that... well, I don't know if I'll ever be able ( Read more... ) -
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- I'm trying really hard not to feel like I'm losing you. It's harder than it should be.
- I feel like I'm standing in the middle of a battlefield waiting for you to realize that what you're doing isn't alright anymore.
- One of the most important things to me has to go on the list of things I'll never really be able to see again. It's her ( Read more... )