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Needs
It's been just a little while since my last post - not as long as I normally go, but long enough to spur my need to write a bit. But what to write about?
I feel like... I feel like I'm mourning something I'm unaware I lost. I feel like I'm waiting for something to happen, and walking away each day a little more empty inside when it doesn't. But I ( Read more... ) -
Strange monologue...
I miss simpler times. I miss the times before cars and buildings polluted my skyline, my horizon. I miss the solace I once received from the Earth itself - a peace I cannot find anymore because our Earth, from its vast oceans to its remaining forests, is fearing for its very survival. I miss when there was grass and dirt where pavement and blacktop ( Read more... ) -
Here - a list!
- You were my safety net, in case I fell. You were supposed to catch me, like I caught you. Where are you now?
- You've helped me the most in all this, but you're also the one I've wronged the most. Thank you, and I'm sorry.
- Today... I told you I hated you. Tomorrow, I might actually mean it.
- This list shouldn't be as hard to make as it is ( Read more... ) -
Hello, my name Is Brittany...
...and clearly, I'm a fucking tool.
I'm apathetic by choice. Or, at least, I was. Now it's just habit, and one I'm reluctant to break because I stopped feeling certain things for a reason, and I don't really want to start now. Well... I didn't. Now, I'm just not sure.
I can't be the girl you all met 7 years ago. We ( Read more... ) -
mistakes
This entry has been a long time in coming, and even though I fear that it will fall short of what people want from me ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: In a Former Life
*taps chin* Ferris, vampire (yeah, explain that one),Falconess... *Shakes head* Can't say much about them in too much detail, but I know it's true and I was them - I remember it.
So yes, I believe in reincarnation.
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For everyone in pain right now...
Pretend
Have you ever wished a hand was just that, was just a hand?
Have you ever prayed for comfort and gotten conditions or demands?
Have you ever sat there, screaming, hoping for the pain to end?
As have I, so close your eyes and we shall play pretend.
Let’s create a world of wonder; we’ll invent a world of fun
Where emptiness and ( Read more... ) -
Poem...
Yep. I wrote a new one. *points down*
Stranger
As I tell you the truths you will label as lies
While you're looking at me through a Stranger's Eyes
Your colors are dancing a jig in my mind,
Ever changing and shifting to shades undefined.
The evidence, clear on your expressionless face,
Says a Stranger, now, has taken your place.
You're moving the thoughts ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
I haven't updated in a while... mostly because I find I have nothing much to say anymore. I mean, I can shoot shit with the best of them but talking about things that matter... I find I lose my words. I don't know why, I just... do. And where most times I feel like y'all want more from me... I can't give you words when I have none. When I try is ( Read more... ) -
Hi, my name is Brittany
...and I hide behind my issues.
I've been told the first step into fixing a problem is by admitting it exists. Well, there it is. I hide behind my traumas. I'll bet y'all got mighty sick of saying 'Move on' while I refused to, without even knowing I should. Of course, it wasn't until recently that I realized that the problem... the trauma I was ( Read more... )